Its been over a week since my trip out to CO and I still miss everybody out there. I hate when I come back from those trips. I come back in a very disgruntled mood everytime and it takes a few days for it to wear off. On the up-side of things, I come back to FL more motivated. But this time, I had a special somebody to look forward to seeing...Nikki


Its been almost a month..to the date(hahaha, you know mama) since we started dating. I seriously couldn't ask for anything more in a girl. She's flippin awesome, she understands me, eh, for the most part She can put a smile on my face with little difficulty. And that's without me saying anything about that Chicago accent. There are so many words running through my head that I could use to describe her.

I'll start off by saying happy cuz that's what she makes me. I have no problem making her happy too. I wanna do everything with her. How can I emphasize on that?

Well, basically, I just wanna enjoy life with her. I want to go out and be spontaneous again. She brings out the personality that makes me feel comfortable and fun again. Its almost like i'm back in CO, but i'm with this incredible girl who i've only known for about a month and a half.

I tried to distance my feelings, for once, and it only made me think about her more. It was like a raging fire within me, just waiting to explode outward. It felt good, I embraced it. Not once have I felt awkward about saying what I think with her. She'll usually laugh, and that's exactly what i like to see coming from her. She makes me feel special and I guess that's something i've been lacking for a while. Since i've been talking to her, my ego has been skyrocketing...which I know everybody loves, hahaha.

I don't know, but this feels mature. I'm definitely not saying that I am, i'm saying that my feelings are, that's for sure. Its kinda weird to look back on what I USED to think and how I USED to deal with certain situations, as opposed to my mentality now. There are a lot of things that have never crossed my mind til I met Nikki. This is a girl I don't mind compromising with...and yea yea, sacrificing if I had to.

I could keep going on and on and on, but i'll make this entry somewhat short and sweet. Just wanted to post some sort of update to my life. Now I just need to get back into my drawing and writing. I've got a lot of ideas that need to be put down on paper, both physical and digital.

'Til then...Peace!!